Innocent cravings

Chapter 27

I took a deep breath before stepping inside the private restaurant, my hand clutching the strap of my bag a little tighter than usual. The air smelled faintly of roasted garlic and fresh bread, but I barely noticed it. My heart was hammering, each beat a reminder of why I had agreed to meet him here. Brian. Alone. Away from Clarissa. Away from everything that had tangled us up in secrets, obligations, and awkward glances.

The table was small but elegantly set, candles flickering in the dim light, casting shadows that danced across the polished surface. I hesitated by the door, my stomach fluttering with nerves. For a moment, I considered leaving. Maybe I wasn't ready to face him, not after everything. Not after all the thoughts I had buried when he was with Clarissa. But then he looked up.

Brian.

Even across the room, he was magnetic. There was a calm, measured confidence in him, the kind that made everything else fade to background noise. He stood when he saw me, eyes scanning my face, unreadable but intense. I swallowed and forced myself forward, my feet moving of their own accord.

"Alice." His voice was low, almost a growl. It wrapped around me like a warning and a comfort all at once.

"Brian," I whispered, trying not to let my voice shake. I felt small and exposed under his gaze, like a story being read aloud before I had a chance to write the ending.

He gestured to the chair opposite his, a slow, deliberate motion. "Sit."

I obeyed, the wood of the chair cold against my palms. My mind raced. How was I supposed to act normal? To talk like we weren't standing at the edge of something that had been building for weeks? I caught the faint scent of his cologne, subtle but intoxicating, a mix of cedarwood and something warmer, spiced, that made my chest tighten.

We sat, and for a long moment neither of us spoke. I could feel him studying me, the way his eyes softened slightly when he realized how nervous I was, but the intensity never wavered.

"I wanted to see you," he finally said, quiet but deliberate. "Alone."

I nodded, biting my lip. "I... I'm glad you did."

His jaw tightened faintly, like he was fighting some internal battle he didn't want me to see. "Alice, I've ended it. Everything with Clarissa... it's over. I told her last night. I will not marry her, not now, not ever. And no one can make me change that."

I swallowed, the words sinking in like stones in my chest. Part of me wanted to cry, relief mixing with the fear that this might be too good to be true. "You're sure?" I asked softly, almost afraid to voice my own hope.

"I've never been more sure about anything in my life," he said firmly. His hand brushed the table toward mine, close but not touching, teasing, as though he was letting me decide whether to reach or pull back.

I exhaled shakily, resting my hands in my lap. "I... I didn't know if you could be free."

"I am." His eyes locked onto mine. "And I'm here for you. Only you."

My stomach flipped, my chest tightening at the weight of his words. I wanted to believe him, wanted to trust that this was real, but after all the months of hiding, watching him with Clarissa, the uncertainty clawed at me.

"So... this is really happening?" I asked, trying to sound casual but failing miserably.

He leaned closer slightly, his gaze softening, and for a moment, I saw something I had never expected: a flicker of vulnerability. "It is. I've fought through so much to get to this point. But with you... it doesn't feel like a fight. It feels like... right."

I blushed, looking down at the table, feeling the warmth of the candlelight on my skin. "I... I don't know what to say."

"Say nothing." His voice was gentle now, coaxing. "Just be here."

The waiter came and left, placing our meals down, but the world beyond the table felt miles away. Brian's presence was overwhelming yet comforting, the kind of heat that made every nerve in my body buzz with anticipation.

I tried to focus on eating, but I couldn't. My attention kept drifting to him-the curve of his jaw, the way his sleeve rode up his wrist, the slow, deliberate movements of his hands. Everything about him pulled me closer, and I could feel my resolve weakening with every passing second.

After a moment, Brian leaned back slightly, his eyes never leaving mine. His hand inched closer to mine across the table. It wasn't aggressive, just deliberate, a silent question.

My fingers twitched as I let them brush against his. Sparks ignited immediately, a soft heat crawling up my arm, down to my chest. The contact was electric, a quiet declaration that neither of us wanted to step back.

"I've wanted this for so long," he murmured, his voice low and steady, vibrating in my chest. "You have no idea how long I've waited."

I couldn't speak. I only nodded slightly, my pulse racing, heart hammering against my ribs. My stomach twisted into knots, a mixture of anticipation and relief flooding through me.

Then he leaned closer, and all hesitation dissolved. His lips were on mine. Gentle at first, testing, lingering, but firm enough to make my knees weak. It was soft, almost tender, but beneath it lay fire, desire, longing, and a promise. My hands went to his shoulders, and I leaned in without thinking, letting him guide the kiss, letting it consume me entirely.

Time slowed. The world beyond the restaurant ceased to exist. The flickering candlelight, the soft murmur of distant diners, the clinking of silverware, it all disappeared. There was only us, the heat between us, the certainty in his touch, the pulse of our hearts syncing across the table.

When we finally pulled away, breathless, I rested my forehead against his, my chest heaving. "I... I didn't know if this could happen," I whispered, my voice trembling. "But now I... I feel like I've been waiting for this my whole life."

Brian's hand cupped my cheek, thumb brushing over my skin softly. "I've been waiting too," he said, his voice low, fierce with emotion. "I won't let anyone take this away from us. Not Clarissa, not anyone. This is ours."

I closed my eyes for a moment, letting the warmth of his words settle inside me. It was overwhelming, freeing, terrifying, and exhilarating all at once. I felt a weight lift, a tension I hadn't realized I was carrying for months dissipating under the weight of his certainty.

"I don't know what comes next," I admitted softly. "I just know that right now... this feels right."

Brian smiled, just faintly, a dangerous curve of his lips that promised everything. "Right now is the start. And trust me, Alice... I plan to make every moment after this worth it."

I opened my eyes to meet his gaze, the depth of it making my chest ache. I wanted to speak, to ask a hundred questions, to confess every thought and fear, but words weren't enough. Not now. Not when the world felt so sharply focused on the space between us, the heat of our closeness, the undeniable pull of something neither of us could resist.

We stayed like that for a long while, hands brushing, whispers exchanged, laughter and quiet conversations blending seamlessly with silences full of meaning. Every moment was charged, every glance a declaration, every heartbeat echoing the other.

And when the final seconds of the dinner passed, and the waiter cleared the last plate, I realized how much had shifted. How much had changed in the span of a few hours, in a few touches, in a single kiss.

The restaurant felt like a dream, like a private world carved out just for us. And I wanted to stay there forever, holding onto the taste of his lips, the feel of his hand, the certainty of his presence beside me

I had kissed Brian. And I knew, deep down, this was just the beginning.