Once Upon a Broken Heart

Chapter 1: The Girl Who Knew Better

The summons arrived on a Tuesday in November, which was the wrong day and the wrong month for a thing like this.

Isla Vane had always believed, without much evidence, that terrible news arrived in dramatic weather—storms, eclipses, the particular gray of certain Novembers when the sky seemed to be genuinely reconsidering. What she hadn't accounted for was the specificity of bureaucracy: the royal court delivered its summonses at nine in the morning, regardless of atmospheric conditions, by a courier in a yellow coat who knocked three times and then once more and looked apologetic.

The morning was bright. The air smelled like cut wood and the particular cold of water that was thinking about becoming ice. Isla opened the door with ink on her left hand and found the courier holding a cream-colored envelope with the royal seal pressed in black wax.

She knew it was bad before she broke the seal. The courier's expression—apologetic in the specific way of people who have been asked to deliver things they didn't choose—told her everything she needed to know about the category of news. She broke the seal anyway, because not knowing seemed worse.

Her twin sister Petra had been arrested the previous evening on suspicion of murdering the crown prince of Aravel.

The evidence, according to the formal language of the summons, was significant and in the process of being formalized. The trial date was set for three days hence. Given the nature of the charge—crime against the crown—the presiding magistrate had determined that bail was inappropriate. Petra Vane would remain in custody until the trial.

The sentence for conviction: death.

Isla read the summons twice. The courier had already gone. The morning continued to be unreasonably bright.

She went inside and sat at her father's desk—her desk now, technically, though she still hadn't fully adjusted to the possessive—and she looked at the atlas open in front of her, which was a map of the southern coast of Aravel her father had drawn sixteen years ago, with careful notations in his particular handwriting: tidal variation significant here, shoals unreliable after autumn storms, here, the known world ends.

He'd taught her to map before he'd taught her to read. Not because reading was less important, but because mapping was how he thought—the process of converting the shape of a place into marks that other people could use, the responsibility of notation, the ethics of naming where knowledge stopped. His maps were famous in Aravel, not for their artistry (though they were beautiful) but for their honesty. He never pretended the borders were more certain than they were.

He'd died three years ago, in the spring, quickly, without warning, from a heart that had decided it was finished. He'd been sixty-one and had never considered that he might be. Isla had been eighteen, and Petra twenty, and they had continued running the shop between them because there was nothing else to do and nowhere else to go and their father had left them his atlas and his compass and his particular conviction that the world was worth recording carefully.

Isla stared at the southern coast.

Petra.

She'd been fourteen when a neighbor's dog bit Petra's ankle and twelve-year-old Petra had cried less about the bite than about the fact that the dog had looked afraid when it did it. She'd been seventeen when Petra had spent three weeks pressing flowers from their father's garden into a book because she was afraid of them dying. She'd been twenty when they'd sat together in the room where their father had died and Petra had held Isla's hand and not said anything because there wasn't anything to say and Petra had always known the difference between words that helped and words that filled silence because silence was uncomfortable.

Petra had not killed the crown prince.

This was not faith. This was not sisterly loyalty overriding evidence. This was the simple, clear knowledge that came from twenty years of paying attention: Petra did not have it in her. Literally. She was constitutionally incapable of intentional harm to anything with a pulse.

The question was not whether she had done it.

The question was how to prove she hadn't.

The day Isla Vane spent trying to save her sister by ordinary means was one of the more comprehensively discouraging days of her life, and she had lived through several significant contenders.

She knew the city well. She had mapped it, literally, three times: once as a student exercise, once for a commission, once as a personal project to update the sections her father had never gotten to. She knew where the lawyers' guild was, where the royal court offices were, where the offices of the magistrate who had signed the summons were, and where those offices were relative to each other. This knowledge proved entirely useless.

The lawyers' guild representative she saw at ten in the morning told her, with professional sympathy, that capital cases were not reviewable before trial except on procedural grounds, and the procedural grounds would require filing within twenty-four hours, and the filing required evidence she didn't have, and also, frankly, the evidence described in the summons was extensive.

What evidence? she asked.

A witness, she was told. A court witness who had placed Petra Vane in the corridor outside the crown prince's private apartments at the time of death. A witness who was known to the court and whose testimony was considered reliable.

Who? she asked.

The lawyer declined to say. Pre-trial witness protection, she was told. Standard procedure.

She saw two more lawyers after that, each more expensive and less useful than the last. She spent an hour in the queue at the royal court offices and emerged with nothing but a stamped receipt for a formal request of information that would be processed within ten to twelve working days. She identified the office of the magistrate Corren, who had signed the summons, and was told by his secretary that His Honour did not receive visitors regarding active capital cases and had she tried the lawyers' guild.

At four in the afternoon she sat in the courtyard of the public library, where her father used to bring her and Petra on Saturdays, on the same bench they'd always used, and she looked at the fountain in the center that was about to be switched off for winter and she thought, very clearly and without drama: I have run out of ordinary options.

The ordinary options were gone.

She looked at what was left.

There was one. There had always been one, sitting at the back of her awareness since she'd read the summons, since she'd refused to look at it because looking at it meant admitting that she was going to do it. She'd been raised on the rules. She knew what lived at the crossroads.

She also knew what lived in the royal execution yard, and which was worse.

She stood up. She went to the cartography shop. She found her father's old research text on Fate mythology—the one with the water-stained cover and the chapter on the Prince of Ruin with the annotations in his handwriting, including see also: old crossing protocols and do not. She read the do not twice. She noted it. She went to the kitchen and lit a candle and put on her coat and did not say goodbye to the shop because saying goodbye to something implied you weren't coming back.

She went to the Old X.

The crossroads outside the city wall had been there longer than the city. This was evident in the way the stones sat—with the settled certainty of things that had never considered being moved, that existed in their location the way rivers existed in their banks: not because someone had placed them there but because they had been called there by the shape of the land.

In summer, Isla had been told, children sometimes played at the Old X, believing that adolescent bravado counted as protection. In late autumn, approaching midnight, under a sky full of stars that did nothing to warm the air, the crossing had a different quality. The temperature was wrong—three degrees cooler than the surrounding road, with the particular chill of a room someone had recently left. The cobblestones caught what little light existed and held it differently than ordinary stone. And the silence had a texture to it, not the silence of absence but the silence of presence: something attentive, and waiting, and old.

Isla stood at the center of it with a candle that she had absolutely no rational reason to believe would stay lit, and it stayed lit.

She said, to the waiting air: "I need to speak with the Prince of Ruin."

The silence answered in the way that silences in old places sometimes answer when you say the precise correct thing: it deepened. She felt it the way you feel a presence before you see it—a displacement of air, a change in the quality of attention.

"You already are."

He was behind her. She turned.

He was—she registered this with the particular unfairness of the moment—not what she had expected. She had expected old. She had expected terrible and obvious and the kind of beautiful that was clearly a trap. What she found was a man who looked twenty-five and tired in the way that had nothing to do with sleeplessness and everything to do with duration. He was tall. He wore dark clothes that fit well and seemed expensive in some quality she couldn't articulate—not the expense of fabric but the expense of time, as though the clothes had been around long enough to become correct. His hair was black and slightly long. His eyes, in the candlelight—

His eyes were the color of deep water. Not blue. The color of the sea when it's deep enough that you can't see the bottom and the light stops being useful.

He was leaning against a stone pillar at the edge of the crossing that she would have sworn hadn't been there three minutes ago, arms crossed, watching her with the expression of someone who has witnessed this particular scene many times and finds it neither interesting nor tedious—simply known. A thing that happens.

"Isla Vane," he said. Not a question.

She was briefly startled by the name. Then she recalibrated. Fates knew things. This was in the literature.

"You know who I am," she said.

"I know everyone who stands at my crossroads long enough to say something." He uncrossed his arms and walked toward her with a gait that was unhurried in the way that things are unhurried when they have no relationship to time pressure. "Most people leave before they speak. You've been here forty-three minutes."

"I needed to be sure."

"Of what?"

"That I was going to do this." She met his eyes, which was harder than it should have been—not from fear, exactly, but from the quality of his attention, which was complete in a way that most people's attention wasn't. He looked at her as though she were terrain he was charting. "My sister is going to be executed in seventy-two hours unless someone stops it. I've exhausted the ordinary options."

"I know about your sister." He stopped a few feet away and tilted his head—a birdlike quality of observation in it, assessing. "Petra Vane. Accused of the crown prince's murder. Evidence sufficient for trial. Witness already secured." A pause. "She didn't do it."

Isla went very still. "You know that."

"I know many things." His voice was even, unhurried. "The question isn't whether she's guilty. The question is what you're willing to pay to establish that she isn't."

"Whatever you want," she said, which was either the bravest or the most dangerous thing she had ever said, and possibly both.

He looked at her for a long moment. The candlelight moved between them, and she had the strange sense that it was moving in response to his breath rather than any wind—that the light around him behaved according to his nature rather than physics.

"Three tears," he said.

She waited.

"Your most genuine grief. Freely given, fully felt. Three instances." He watched her face. "Not theatrical. Not the performance of emotion. The actual thing."

"That seems—" she began.

"Simple," he said. "Yes. That's because you don't yet understand what I take with the tear." A beat of honesty that she hadn't expected. "I should tell you. Before you agree."

She looked at him. Something in that—the volunteering of information that disadvantaged him—caught her attention. "Then tell me."

"The tear isn't only a physical thing," he said. "When I feed on grief—when I collect it directly—I take the feeling with it. Not all grief. Not the love underneath it, not the memory of what was lost. But the specific instance of grief I collect—the weight of it, the particular texture—that goes quiet in you after."

She thought about what that meant. "You take the feeling."

"I take the acuity of it. The sharp edges." He was watching her carefully. "It doesn't hurt less. It simply—recedes. Becomes an old scar rather than an open wound."

She thought about her father's death. The way some griefs had faded naturally over three years and some still caught her off guard in the cartography shop, the smell of cedar, the particular angle of winter light through the back window. She thought about Petra's face at twenty-three, serious and dear and entirely incapable of intentional harm.

"And in exchange," she said, "my sister goes free."

"The evidence against her becomes uncertain. The witness reconsiders. The case collapses." He said it with the precision of someone describing a process, not a promise—though she understood, from the literature, that his bargains were binding in a way that surpassed ordinary promises. "She will not be executed."

"Then yes," she said.

He extended his hand, palm up.

The candle flame between them didn't waver. In the dark of the crossroads, with the city silent behind the wall and the stars doing their cold indifferent business overhead, she looked at his open hand and thought: here is where knowledge ends.

"We'll need to formalize it," he said. "The between-space—"

"I know," she said. She'd read the protocols. She placed her hand in his.

The crossroads rearranged itself.